Friday, November 20, 2009

The One

I want to give you my time
I want to give you my heart (oh where is it?)
I want to give you a moment if that's all I have
But let it be filled with myself

I want to give you The One
Not empty smiles
Not empty words
Not an empty me

I want to give you that moment
Filled with MYSELF
The real one, the true one
The One.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Sometimes we're prisioners of our own freedom...

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Fire of Destruction

My I watches me peacefully
fighting my demons with despair
as the world keeps on turning
- this drama keeps my fire alive.

I stare back at my I
and surrender to her smile.
I can't stay depressed for too long.

She says:
Listen carefully,
And you will hear your wings growing
in the midst of what you call destruction.
is the fuel for creation.

All we needed was a good earthquake.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

The Breeze

I know this smell...
I've missed it for ages
Wondering if it would still be there
When I decided to turn around

I know your eyes...
I know the words in the wind
The fresh air in my face
Gosh, I've missed you so much

I want to cry in your arms
Embrace me, feed me
Don't ever leave me again

My mother
My lover

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Sweet & Sour & Sweet

I wonder

Is there anything beautiful that isn't
at the same time
strong and fragile
uplifting and heartbreaking
healing and cuting

just like the rain...
your sigh...

always follows
the scissors of fate.

Monday, April 21, 2008

No me ates

Life would be much easier without ties
So much easier without this tie on my neck.
Why, why this need to tie me up?
You think I'm just being stuborn...
You can't see how hard it is for me
Just to stand next to you.
You can turn love into the hardest thing.

God knows,
I can't live without you...
but still it is easier than living with you.


Stop invading me
Stop breathing me
I love you and I
hate you so much

Hate the lack of space
Wherever I go
Too much space of no space at all

Will you take me before I'm ready
Give me children before I'm ready
Will I die before I lived?
[What is living?]

You're never there anymore
I wonder where you are
I wonder where I am
Wonder why I'm still wondering......

Will you come?